9/12/14

haha. must be a long time since i've written here. well, i guess life's been pretty okay. except for now maybe. i've been thinking about this lately. how about leaving my house for good you know. not a bad choice nor a good choice. maybe wandering the streets should be my talent because i'm plain lazy. since i probably am unwanted in this house and also it can lessen the burden, i don't see why not just leave the house or just commit suicide to end things once and for all. it saves money right? that means it's good for my family correct? yes it is correct. so maybe, i should stab myself and bleed thoroughly in the bathroom with no one knowing so they wouldn't spend another money on me ever again. even when i'm dead, my body can just be tossed into the sea, never to be found again. imaginative mind, creative mind, i have those, they just give me negativity. i should probably die soon, world's too hard for me to handle.

bgm- save me - b.a.p